Here I am

I decided that I needed a place to write. I have tried journals, and like this option fairly well. The only problem is, I type faster than I write. Yet, the problem with typing is that I have the opportunity to go back and edit things/spell check,etc-which in turn could mean that I produce the same amount of rambling whether or not I am using a keyboard or a pen. Nonetheless, here I am.

God is amazing. I feel as if I am beginning a new relationship. The God that I have been privileged to know my entire life has not changed, at all. However, I feel as if I am just "re-discovering" Him. This has been going on in the last few years, pry the last two years really, but that is too much back tracking. He is revealing himself to me on a daily, weekly basis. I am wanting and desiring Him more and more. I get excited to learn more about Him, talk to Him, listen to him. I finally might get a glimpse of what it means to be Jesus bride. That is the kind of intimate relationship He desires to have with me. With me! Just like the one I have with my husband but better!! Better. No sin. No strings attached. But, just as with any relationship it takes two to make it work. God has made it clear he wants me, but do I really want him? Not just in a check it off the list, read my Bible, said my prayer before I ate kinda way. He wants all of me. Every part. Every thought. Every action-they all should glorify Him.

I am reading/listening to so many great things. It's amazing what will pierce your heart when you ask God to open your heart before you do those kinds of things. So, through this journey I wanna share snip-its of those things.

So, I guess that's all for now. Maybe I'll just start a new post. ! !